2011年10月10日月曜日

My First Draft




Piece 1
Genre: A Personal Narrative
Draft 1 : Title: 40 weeks

Mother taught you everything. How to eat, how to drink, how to speak, how to communicate, or anything basic and very essential in your life. You have various times with her. Sometimes being scolded, sometimes arguing with her, helping her with housework, giving her a present on Mother’s day. Those are common experiences among every childhood. But is this because of the long time you have shared with her? There is one mysterious thing mothers do more than any magic any magicians make. That’s what I’m going to introduce.


It happened in my high school days


When I was a first year high school student, my parents bought me a cell phone for the first time. I was happy because all friends around me had it already. The word "First" always sounds good. Like the child who could do forward upward circling on the bar, who could ride on a bicycle for the first time. I was feeling so good. I had no friends at first, so I usually used my cell. As I was getting used to using it, as anybody did, I registered for a game web site, ringtone web site, and something for free to make the cell phone useful for your fun. However, as the proverb goes "Tadayori takaimono nashi" there is nothing more costly than something got for nothing. That something, tiny as it is, interrupted my cell phone life. At first several e-mails were sent to me from unknown senders. "I know. These are called spam messages." Strangely, it excited me. I wonder if it was because I could finally share the feeling that was common among friends who had the cell already. It’s just the way you couldn't catch up with the conversation about very popular manga. musicians or something. 
Since the entrance ceremony, I had been getting along with friends and started having fun. The better the time I had with friends, the more spam messages were sent to me. That was troublesome.
2 months later, I was enjoying the school life with certain friends in the group that I liked the best.
One spam message said "Hey, I love you. I wanna go out with you in return for 500,000 yen"
"Umm… 500,000 yen. That's not bad" I was just kidding.
Sometimes such mails were more than 100 from a variety of ladies.
"53-year-old woman who's never been dating in her life"
"33-year-old married woman who wants to cheat"
"How silly." I thought.
 They seemed all so stupid that I was mocking them. At first I ignored them because I knew it was dangerous stuff for every e-mail user. A lot of e-mails frustrated me, so I was planning to trick them in return. I was starting to reply to those e-mails.
As usual, spam messages were like
"Hi~ Do you wanna meet me? I'm so horny.”
"Yep, I think that's ok" I replied gently. Of course, there was no meaning. I just played with it.I continued such meaningless replies like yeah or it's ok with different women. I was just planning to disturb the illegal spam messengers or the companies a little bit.

One day, one e-mail was sent to me.
"You have to pay 3,000 yen"
I ignored it as usual.

But the next e-mail astonished me.
"We will sue you if you don't pay the price by the day" "Your replying costs money"
 I was so upset.
 Couldn't concentrate on any classes. Couldn't concentrate on talking with friends. Couldn't hear anything. Since everything around me was unchanged, I felt lonely. "When are they coming to me?" "How are they attacking me?" These threatening questions were coming and going through my brain over and over.
"This is ok. It's not my fault. I don't have to pay."
"I'll change my e-mail address. That's a good idea." I thought to myself.
But I was so anxious
"They know my e-mail address. They can pursue me forever if they do hacking to know my new one." I thought at the same time.
I know this is the silliest, but I imagined me on the newspaper as the first high school student who used “deaikei” web site illegally and was sued.
That was too embarrassing for me to talk with anyone about it.
Then I paid 3,000 yen in a convenience store.
When I went back home, without any words someone had put newspaper on the table about the junk mails that made you pay money you don’t have to. I thought it was too late, and I wanted to forget about that as soon as possible.
After all problems were solved, I talked about it to my friends as a funny story.



That was my experience in high school days. Silly and immature. Of course, I learned I would never do such a foolish thing, never play with a dangerous thing again. Mother knows everything about her own children. That's what I've learned more than anything. Even though you are sure you can keep it secret, your mother knows it already.
Such mystery is coming from the days that you had been inside of her, I guess.









Author's note: This is about the experience I had when I was a high shool student.

2011年10月7日金曜日

What I hate more than anything

I'm not so frequently annoyed with anything. But one thing is irritating me as usual.
That's happening at the station.
I'm going to ICU by train. I hate the station because it's so crowded and exausting me. very frequently some people going ahead of me start to find Suica in their bag just in front of the entrance gate. "Why don't you have it in your hand before you're coming in front of the gate?" "How many times is this happening to me?" Whenever that is happening, I think to myself.
The other day the worst thing was happened. one person was standing in front of the gate, using the cell phone. "How could you do that?"

In short, I hate the people who get in the way selfishly.

I'm sure that you have the same experience, don't you?

My strengths and weeknesses

Strengths

1. open-minded
I can try to understand what others said even thought it is completely different from my beliefs or opinions. race, religion, gender, class, whatever... I don't care of those elements. This strength is very fundamental but essential.
2.peaceful
I think I am kind to anyone. If someone ask me the way somewhere, I try to answer with grinning. But I very sometimes can't tell the truth in my mind to avoid an argument or quarrel. That can be my weekness.
3. jump into my curiosity quickly
I start to do something passionately and quickly. The direction of my interest is slanting, but once I get started, I do it all day long.
However, That's not lasting for long. So I want to be the person who will never be tired of something I'm interested in.


Weeknesses

1. negative
I get depressed quickly and deeply with what I've said and done or what others have said and done. It is often what you don't need to care so seriously like you couldn't reply well in English conversation during ELP. When I remember such mistake, my heart starts beating, even on a train before class.
2. bad time-manager
Basically I'm not good at managing time. You can see it from this blog which is written this time. And I'm often about to miss the deadline because I'm the person who do things tommorow which have to be done today.

I've never thought about these things. So a little bit hard but very good chance to focus on myself. And I hope I can improve those personalities.

The Most Perecious Thing in My Life

It is hard to answer or make a priority. Something around me is absolutely important because I'm made up with it. friends, family, pets... whatever. But I say my most precious thing is one experience.
In fall vacation last year, I met two foreigners, French and Ukrainian for me to speak English and for them, Japanese.

I'm so shy that I'm not good at talking with a stranger even in Japanese. But it was in English. I couldn't stop my heart beating. I was moving or shivering til the end.

Anyways, I foud it difficult to talk about dailylife in English and hear people speak English which has an accent from their country.
And I learned that speaking English or being a foreigner in Japan seems tough.
We went to a coffee shop so that we could sit and talk. When we started to talk, something was wrong. That is, a couple next to us stopped their conversation and started to listen to us! That was clear for me. And it was so awkward for me to continue speaking English.

So I can't imagine how hard it is to be a minority. Though I've never been to other countries, I think living abroad is hard and lonely. Of course it's more meaningful than that hardness, though. So I want to be kind to others, especially a minority as possible as I can. Such attitude can only save the people who are bothered because in Japan more than 30,000 people commit suicide.

A Small Trip in Tokyo

I went to Asakusa.
I've never been there before, but I was born and raised up in Tokyo. So I decided to go there to see Asakusa temple and Kaminari gate by car (my friend's car).

On way to that place, the road was so crowded that we were a bit depressed. But once we got there, it seemed exciting but strange.

There were so many foreigners. I was impressive with those people who came to Japan after that huge earth quake. And one foreigner was there who took a video for introducing Japanese traditional, famous temples or something probably.(left side in the picture below)



I should have asked him what he was doing!
actually I'm not interested in the temple, but I felt people around it hadfun and make a local community. That was impressing.

on way back home, we went by Tokyo Skytree! When I saw it far away, I thought that it was as high as Tokyo tower.


But When I was in front of it, I just noticed what it means. Skytree.
When it's completed and allow people to visit for sightseeing, I will come again.


And I want to go somewhere far next time!