2011年11月6日日曜日

Re:(Free 7) JOJO let me feel JO-JO (from Genta's blog)

I checked Genta's blog. He introduced JOJO I also love.
And I want to introduce another highlight.
It is Onomatopoeia. It is seen in many Japanese mangas and is one of the features of Japanese language. We express sounds of the heavy rain through zaa-zaa or sounds of leaves falling through hira-hira. It gives you a great impression of the scene.
In JOJO it happens with strange but memorable sounds.



By the way, how do you express kiss sound?





In JOJO it's like...






It's like a gunshot!

There are a lot of onomatopoeias in this manga other then this and I think it is fascinating stuff of JOJO.


Anyways, Thanks, Genta.

Music I love

I love music as you do. It is what nobody dislikes.
I love every genres, especially R&B while classmates in junior high, high school loved mainly Rock stuff.
And the music I'm going to introduce is Coutry music. It's not so popular in Japan.
But I'm interested in country music recently because I associate it with the beautiful scenery of huge mountain and road along countryside in North America or something. That is kind of a medication to me. Or just because it entertains me.

Here's my favorite.
Zac Brown Band: Fox on the Run (cover)



I hope you'll like it.

What does "love" mean to me

It's very hard to answer this question!
But I think it means care about others with no reason or no reward. I thought just keeping the relationship could be love. Imagining the married coulple having no talk, however, its not. should be more positive.

So I say it is care for others.
What I mean by caring about others is love starts just with care in one's mind even though it's not expressed out.
And I think it's a process like you care for others in your mind and expess it, and then it becomes love if they accept it. If they don't, that's not love.
Moreover, if you take care of someone for your benefits, that's not love.

This is my opinion. But I'm still looking for the answer.

What is "happiness" to me?

Happiness is like the meaning of life and I feel happy just with being alive. But I want to expand this story and then I say my happiness is "people".
Of course, friends, family or other people close to you are essencial for our lives. But they are not what Im talking about.
This is about connections to someone new, or even a stranger.
like someone asking me the way to a place, taking my order in a restaurant, or bringing something Ive lost to me.
I want to cherish such Ichigoichie way of thingking and that connection is very important for my or our life. It makes me feel like I'm living because people including me can't identify themselves without others.
The connection to people, even though it's tiny, can only make our lives true or real, I think.

I said I want to cherish the connection to people, but the biggest problem is I'm so shy that Im not very good at communicating with strangers!

2011年10月10日月曜日

My First Draft




Piece 1
Genre: A Personal Narrative
Draft 1 : Title: 40 weeks

Mother taught you everything. How to eat, how to drink, how to speak, how to communicate, or anything basic and very essential in your life. You have various times with her. Sometimes being scolded, sometimes arguing with her, helping her with housework, giving her a present on Mother’s day. Those are common experiences among every childhood. But is this because of the long time you have shared with her? There is one mysterious thing mothers do more than any magic any magicians make. That’s what I’m going to introduce.


It happened in my high school days


When I was a first year high school student, my parents bought me a cell phone for the first time. I was happy because all friends around me had it already. The word "First" always sounds good. Like the child who could do forward upward circling on the bar, who could ride on a bicycle for the first time. I was feeling so good. I had no friends at first, so I usually used my cell. As I was getting used to using it, as anybody did, I registered for a game web site, ringtone web site, and something for free to make the cell phone useful for your fun. However, as the proverb goes "Tadayori takaimono nashi" there is nothing more costly than something got for nothing. That something, tiny as it is, interrupted my cell phone life. At first several e-mails were sent to me from unknown senders. "I know. These are called spam messages." Strangely, it excited me. I wonder if it was because I could finally share the feeling that was common among friends who had the cell already. It’s just the way you couldn't catch up with the conversation about very popular manga. musicians or something. 
Since the entrance ceremony, I had been getting along with friends and started having fun. The better the time I had with friends, the more spam messages were sent to me. That was troublesome.
2 months later, I was enjoying the school life with certain friends in the group that I liked the best.
One spam message said "Hey, I love you. I wanna go out with you in return for 500,000 yen"
"Umm… 500,000 yen. That's not bad" I was just kidding.
Sometimes such mails were more than 100 from a variety of ladies.
"53-year-old woman who's never been dating in her life"
"33-year-old married woman who wants to cheat"
"How silly." I thought.
 They seemed all so stupid that I was mocking them. At first I ignored them because I knew it was dangerous stuff for every e-mail user. A lot of e-mails frustrated me, so I was planning to trick them in return. I was starting to reply to those e-mails.
As usual, spam messages were like
"Hi~ Do you wanna meet me? I'm so horny.”
"Yep, I think that's ok" I replied gently. Of course, there was no meaning. I just played with it.I continued such meaningless replies like yeah or it's ok with different women. I was just planning to disturb the illegal spam messengers or the companies a little bit.

One day, one e-mail was sent to me.
"You have to pay 3,000 yen"
I ignored it as usual.

But the next e-mail astonished me.
"We will sue you if you don't pay the price by the day" "Your replying costs money"
 I was so upset.
 Couldn't concentrate on any classes. Couldn't concentrate on talking with friends. Couldn't hear anything. Since everything around me was unchanged, I felt lonely. "When are they coming to me?" "How are they attacking me?" These threatening questions were coming and going through my brain over and over.
"This is ok. It's not my fault. I don't have to pay."
"I'll change my e-mail address. That's a good idea." I thought to myself.
But I was so anxious
"They know my e-mail address. They can pursue me forever if they do hacking to know my new one." I thought at the same time.
I know this is the silliest, but I imagined me on the newspaper as the first high school student who used “deaikei” web site illegally and was sued.
That was too embarrassing for me to talk with anyone about it.
Then I paid 3,000 yen in a convenience store.
When I went back home, without any words someone had put newspaper on the table about the junk mails that made you pay money you don’t have to. I thought it was too late, and I wanted to forget about that as soon as possible.
After all problems were solved, I talked about it to my friends as a funny story.



That was my experience in high school days. Silly and immature. Of course, I learned I would never do such a foolish thing, never play with a dangerous thing again. Mother knows everything about her own children. That's what I've learned more than anything. Even though you are sure you can keep it secret, your mother knows it already.
Such mystery is coming from the days that you had been inside of her, I guess.









Author's note: This is about the experience I had when I was a high shool student.

2011年10月7日金曜日

What I hate more than anything

I'm not so frequently annoyed with anything. But one thing is irritating me as usual.
That's happening at the station.
I'm going to ICU by train. I hate the station because it's so crowded and exausting me. very frequently some people going ahead of me start to find Suica in their bag just in front of the entrance gate. "Why don't you have it in your hand before you're coming in front of the gate?" "How many times is this happening to me?" Whenever that is happening, I think to myself.
The other day the worst thing was happened. one person was standing in front of the gate, using the cell phone. "How could you do that?"

In short, I hate the people who get in the way selfishly.

I'm sure that you have the same experience, don't you?

My strengths and weeknesses

Strengths

1. open-minded
I can try to understand what others said even thought it is completely different from my beliefs or opinions. race, religion, gender, class, whatever... I don't care of those elements. This strength is very fundamental but essential.
2.peaceful
I think I am kind to anyone. If someone ask me the way somewhere, I try to answer with grinning. But I very sometimes can't tell the truth in my mind to avoid an argument or quarrel. That can be my weekness.
3. jump into my curiosity quickly
I start to do something passionately and quickly. The direction of my interest is slanting, but once I get started, I do it all day long.
However, That's not lasting for long. So I want to be the person who will never be tired of something I'm interested in.


Weeknesses

1. negative
I get depressed quickly and deeply with what I've said and done or what others have said and done. It is often what you don't need to care so seriously like you couldn't reply well in English conversation during ELP. When I remember such mistake, my heart starts beating, even on a train before class.
2. bad time-manager
Basically I'm not good at managing time. You can see it from this blog which is written this time. And I'm often about to miss the deadline because I'm the person who do things tommorow which have to be done today.

I've never thought about these things. So a little bit hard but very good chance to focus on myself. And I hope I can improve those personalities.